It's the end of the year and the beginning of a new year, well almost and I'm as unprepared for the new one as I was for the last. Getting it together is a stretch. Planning the year is virtually impossible. It always amazes me how people manage it and how people in the outside world seem to make it. I'm just not as inspired as I was when I was a twenty something and now I feel as though I'm watching the world from a distance. I long to belong again. Maybe this year will be the year I come back with something of note. Who Knows. Happy 2006 to anyone who reads this, may you be cursed with good luck and happiness.